Mood: Shocked
Song of Choice:"Answer the Phone" by Sugar Ray
Topic: Upside down
the world is a better place upside down...that's how I started today anyway and look what happened
A boy was in the process of asking me out today until his bus almost left him....It was Keith...yeah Keith Keith...see past entries...umm scared the hell outta me...I like him a lot and all
This morning I was talkin to Jonnell and I decided to lay off of Josh--and he decides to pay me attention today today was weird...very weird...
Let me copy paste the thing whole IM thing here since I've told the story like 3 times (Jonnell, Journal, Geimer) here:
Today Keith and I were together at lunch and it was MEGA widny and cold and so we were kinda cudeling to stay warm nothing obsece so don't let your mind wander just like a hug that didn't let go you know
he had one arm around Stacy which is like his sister and the other aound me
the one around me kep holding me closer and he never moved thehand on stacy
adn then we started to talk and he was like do you drink? I was like no smoke?no drugs?no
and then I was like and before you ask I don't have sex either he gets this surprised look on his face and goes you're a virgin and I nodded and I was like no I won't sleep with you and then ge kinda smiles and goes darn but I like virgins
and I was like why ::Insert bad joke and slap here:: and then he was like IT WAS A JOKE and I was like not funny!
and then today we were getting class rings you know and he and I were in line together and I let Kenya cut in front of me and Keith and I were just kinda standing next to one another and leaning and pokin and crap you know at one point he took my hand and kissed it and then kinda licked it and I pulled my hand back it was wierd and Kenya goes do you two go out? and I go no and she goes you two should you look cute together I think he likes you so Keith is looking down adn smiling and I go well do you and he goes maybe. then Keith and I started to talk about that I was like well would you ask me out and he goes would you say yes. and I told him I'd like to but I'd have to say no because it wouldn't be fair to youif I said yes and he goes what do you mean? Then I explained that I wasn't allowed to date or have a boyfriend
and he goes oh and then we got quiet and after a while I go what are you thinking and he goes just stuff
and I go is it perverted no then I want to know he goes then it's perverted so you don't want to know and then after about 10 minutes of asking he goes Well I was thinking about asking you out but you'll say no I think but I'm still tinking about it So then we kinda said our goodbyes cause he had to go get on his bus and he asked if I was going to be at school tomorrow cause he might ask me then or if not he reminded me of the fact that he knows where I live. I go to my locker and I hear a singing voice one of my favorite sining voice's Josh he's all like Hi and whatever and gives me a note and a hug and yeah and then he's like I'm commin home with you guys(Me and Jonnell which really mean I'm just going on your bus but I'm going to have Jonnell braid my hair so today he wants to fuckin pay me attention! and He was like Hey I saw you and Keith together earlier what was taht I was like nothing we were just talking and he was like that guy is such an idiot so yeah I didn't say anything SOOO...:takes breath: that's it
{here is some of Game's fabulous wisedom!}
Raziel says:
yes,man that is strange how so was the whole thing emtionally i know you don't like it when someone asks you out and especially when they compliment you so overall how do you feel?
Lost Maiden says:
I don't know!!!!!!
Lost Maiden says:
I wasn't mad at all!!
Lost Maiden says:
The boy complimented my bust size and kissed my hand saying if you got it flawnt it and I WASN"T MAD GEIMER WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME
Raziel says:
i have no idea usually if someone asks you out you'd promptly slap them
Lost Maiden says:
I KNOW
Lost Maiden says:
GEIMER
Raziel says:
yes
Lost Maiden says:
help me!!!!
Raziel says:
what exactly is it that needs to be helped....i mean yeah its a little strange that you didn't slap them and all but what exactly has you bothered about this?
Lost Maiden says:
I DON'T KNOW BUT IT BOTHERS ME
Raziel says:
i really wish i knew how to help you in the matter but i honestly don't know
Lost Maiden says:
I think I know what it is now
Lost Maiden says:
someone I like is showing interest in me that scares me! you know what happed last time!
I mean with his girlfriend/ fiance and all
Raziel says:
Keith is the one with the fiance am i correct
Lost Maiden says:
yeah use to she left him...via e-mail
Raziel says:
are you serious!!!
Raziel says:
poor guy
Lost Maiden says:
yeah....boy was a wreck...the next day he commited assult got arrested, got hit by a car and then a week later got suspended
Raziel says:
holy shit man
Lost Maiden says:
not his month
Raziel says:
i c
Lost Maiden says:
yeah soo help me!!
Raziel says:
you like him as a friend?
Lost Maiden says:
yeah a little more than taht actually
Raziel says:
i c
Lost Maiden says:
why did you ask that
Raziel says:
wondering if the feeling was mutual or not
Lost Maiden says:
uh huh
Raziel says:
what?
Lost Maiden says:
I don't khnow perhaps It hought the statmenet someone I like is showing interest in me that scares me! you know what happed last time!
summed that up
Raziel says:
yes i do he had a fiance and all...but she's out of the picture so what about this scares you...are you afraid of being the rebound girl
Lost Maiden says:
a little yeah and the plain out and out fact that he likes me
Lost Maiden says:
Geimer...he looks at me like Micheal use to
Raziel says:
ohhh that can't be good there...have you read Quita's blog yet? if not, you may wish to
Lost Maiden says:
I did that made the day even more shitty
Raziel says:
i thought it might have that effect....sorry you had such a shitty day and all...i wish i could be there to comfort you in all this
Lost Maiden says:
I mean it's good I'm happy but it's like wtf is up with men today I don't know what to do
Raziel says:
hwo do you mean with men today?
Lost Maiden says:
Josh Keith Doud what the hell!!
Raziel says:
thats what i thought
Lost Maiden says:
Geimer...I don't understand
Raziel says:
you don't understand their interest in you?
Lost Maiden says:
yeah!
Lost Maiden says:
what the hell how should I react to all this geimer!!
so thought comments tangents?
Raziel says:
in relation to keith if you see him as possibly something more than you should tell him as for what you will do if he should ask you out i don't know i guess the mandates of you parents still stands but its not like you can't see your male friends (am i wrong) outside of school and stuff. and if any thing esle should occur to me i'll write it in my next letter to you(ps: i'm never writing in pen a
again) as i do what i do when i ever a get a letter from you
Lost Maiden says:
oh lord actually they don't like me seeing boys outside of school
Raziel says:
well damn...at least your parents have not tried to kill you yet
Lost Maiden says:
might as well
Raziel says:
well there is always with room for change and hope of improvement but after the first time they try to set you on fire things are pretty much hopeless
Lost Maiden says:
He really scared me when he told me all that...
Raziel says:
you have quite the burden there...i wish i was more help
Lost Maiden says:
what do I do if he asks me out?
Raziel says:
tell him how you feel about him but remind him of that fact at this moment dating would not really work well seeing your parents won't let you date and all....i'd imagine this is destined to create some akwardness
Lost Maiden says:
yeah
Raziel says:
but why hold back on why you feel at least you'll have mutual affection
Lost Maiden says:
::hug:: kinda like us then huh friendly way
Raziel says:
yupe we care about each great lately and look now you haven't a chance in hell of getting rid of me
Lost Maiden says:
Thank god sent me sweet little hedgehog angel to watch over me
Raziel says:
remember my hair is no longer that of a hedgehog now its down and parts in the middle
Lost Maiden says:
really?
Lost Maiden says:
see why can't it be this easy with the others?
Raziel says:
because not everyone can be a compassionte pyscho
Lost Maiden says:
lol which reminds me of IAn notting ham and the witchblade
Song of Choice:"Answer the Phone" by Sugar Ray
Topic: Upside down
the world is a better place upside down...that's how I started today anyway and look what happened
A boy was in the process of asking me out today until his bus almost left him....It was Keith...yeah Keith Keith...see past entries...umm scared the hell outta me...I like him a lot and all
This morning I was talkin to Jonnell and I decided to lay off of Josh--and he decides to pay me attention today today was weird...very weird...
Let me copy paste the thing whole IM thing here since I've told the story like 3 times (Jonnell, Journal, Geimer) here:
Today Keith and I were together at lunch and it was MEGA widny and cold and so we were kinda cudeling to stay warm nothing obsece so don't let your mind wander just like a hug that didn't let go you know
he had one arm around Stacy which is like his sister and the other aound me
the one around me kep holding me closer and he never moved thehand on stacy
adn then we started to talk and he was like do you drink? I was like no smoke?no drugs?no
and then I was like and before you ask I don't have sex either he gets this surprised look on his face and goes you're a virgin and I nodded and I was like no I won't sleep with you and then ge kinda smiles and goes darn but I like virgins
and I was like why ::Insert bad joke and slap here:: and then he was like IT WAS A JOKE and I was like not funny!
and then today we were getting class rings you know and he and I were in line together and I let Kenya cut in front of me and Keith and I were just kinda standing next to one another and leaning and pokin and crap you know at one point he took my hand and kissed it and then kinda licked it and I pulled my hand back it was wierd and Kenya goes do you two go out? and I go no and she goes you two should you look cute together I think he likes you so Keith is looking down adn smiling and I go well do you and he goes maybe. then Keith and I started to talk about that I was like well would you ask me out and he goes would you say yes. and I told him I'd like to but I'd have to say no because it wouldn't be fair to youif I said yes and he goes what do you mean? Then I explained that I wasn't allowed to date or have a boyfriend
and he goes oh and then we got quiet and after a while I go what are you thinking and he goes just stuff
and I go is it perverted no then I want to know he goes then it's perverted so you don't want to know and then after about 10 minutes of asking he goes Well I was thinking about asking you out but you'll say no I think but I'm still tinking about it So then we kinda said our goodbyes cause he had to go get on his bus and he asked if I was going to be at school tomorrow cause he might ask me then or if not he reminded me of the fact that he knows where I live. I go to my locker and I hear a singing voice one of my favorite sining voice's Josh he's all like Hi and whatever and gives me a note and a hug and yeah and then he's like I'm commin home with you guys(Me and Jonnell which really mean I'm just going on your bus but I'm going to have Jonnell braid my hair so today he wants to fuckin pay me attention! and He was like Hey I saw you and Keith together earlier what was taht I was like nothing we were just talking and he was like that guy is such an idiot so yeah I didn't say anything SOOO...:takes breath: that's it
{here is some of Game's fabulous wisedom!}
Raziel says:
yes,man that is strange how so was the whole thing emtionally i know you don't like it when someone asks you out and especially when they compliment you so overall how do you feel?
Lost Maiden says:
I don't know!!!!!!
Lost Maiden says:
I wasn't mad at all!!
Lost Maiden says:
The boy complimented my bust size and kissed my hand saying if you got it flawnt it and I WASN"T MAD GEIMER WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME
Raziel says:
i have no idea usually if someone asks you out you'd promptly slap them
Lost Maiden says:
I KNOW
Lost Maiden says:
GEIMER
Raziel says:
yes
Lost Maiden says:
help me!!!!
Raziel says:
what exactly is it that needs to be helped....i mean yeah its a little strange that you didn't slap them and all but what exactly has you bothered about this?
Lost Maiden says:
I DON'T KNOW BUT IT BOTHERS ME
Raziel says:
i really wish i knew how to help you in the matter but i honestly don't know
Lost Maiden says:
I think I know what it is now
Lost Maiden says:
someone I like is showing interest in me that scares me! you know what happed last time!
I mean with his girlfriend/ fiance and all
Raziel says:
Keith is the one with the fiance am i correct
Lost Maiden says:
yeah use to she left him...via e-mail
Raziel says:
are you serious!!!
Raziel says:
poor guy
Lost Maiden says:
yeah....boy was a wreck...the next day he commited assult got arrested, got hit by a car and then a week later got suspended
Raziel says:
holy shit man
Lost Maiden says:
not his month
Raziel says:
i c
Lost Maiden says:
yeah soo help me!!
Raziel says:
you like him as a friend?
Lost Maiden says:
yeah a little more than taht actually
Raziel says:
i c
Lost Maiden says:
why did you ask that
Raziel says:
wondering if the feeling was mutual or not
Lost Maiden says:
uh huh
Raziel says:
what?
Lost Maiden says:
I don't khnow perhaps It hought the statmenet someone I like is showing interest in me that scares me! you know what happed last time!
summed that up
Raziel says:
yes i do he had a fiance and all...but she's out of the picture so what about this scares you...are you afraid of being the rebound girl
Lost Maiden says:
a little yeah and the plain out and out fact that he likes me
Lost Maiden says:
Geimer...he looks at me like Micheal use to
Raziel says:
ohhh that can't be good there...have you read Quita's blog yet? if not, you may wish to
Lost Maiden says:
I did that made the day even more shitty
Raziel says:
i thought it might have that effect....sorry you had such a shitty day and all...i wish i could be there to comfort you in all this
Lost Maiden says:
I mean it's good I'm happy but it's like wtf is up with men today I don't know what to do
Raziel says:
hwo do you mean with men today?
Lost Maiden says:
Josh Keith Doud what the hell!!
Raziel says:
thats what i thought
Lost Maiden says:
Geimer...I don't understand
Raziel says:
you don't understand their interest in you?
Lost Maiden says:
yeah!
Lost Maiden says:
what the hell how should I react to all this geimer!!
so thought comments tangents?
Raziel says:
in relation to keith if you see him as possibly something more than you should tell him as for what you will do if he should ask you out i don't know i guess the mandates of you parents still stands but its not like you can't see your male friends (am i wrong) outside of school and stuff. and if any thing esle should occur to me i'll write it in my next letter to you(ps: i'm never writing in pen a
again) as i do what i do when i ever a get a letter from you
Lost Maiden says:
oh lord actually they don't like me seeing boys outside of school
Raziel says:
well damn...at least your parents have not tried to kill you yet
Lost Maiden says:
might as well
Raziel says:
well there is always with room for change and hope of improvement but after the first time they try to set you on fire things are pretty much hopeless
Lost Maiden says:
He really scared me when he told me all that...
Raziel says:
you have quite the burden there...i wish i was more help
Lost Maiden says:
what do I do if he asks me out?
Raziel says:
tell him how you feel about him but remind him of that fact at this moment dating would not really work well seeing your parents won't let you date and all....i'd imagine this is destined to create some akwardness
Lost Maiden says:
yeah
Raziel says:
but why hold back on why you feel at least you'll have mutual affection
Lost Maiden says:
::hug:: kinda like us then huh friendly way
Raziel says:
yupe we care about each great lately and look now you haven't a chance in hell of getting rid of me
Lost Maiden says:
Thank god sent me sweet little hedgehog angel to watch over me
Raziel says:
remember my hair is no longer that of a hedgehog now its down and parts in the middle
Lost Maiden says:
really?
Lost Maiden says:
see why can't it be this easy with the others?
Raziel says:
because not everyone can be a compassionte pyscho
Lost Maiden says:
lol which reminds me of IAn notting ham and the witchblade
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